My Life.

Temper has always been something big in my life ever since i was 6 i have had a bad temper just at times it gets worse and the effects last longer. From falling out with friends to major self harm. Major self harm can consist of punching a wall to cutting my arm with a nife to the point that it has become and aditiction. I had recently stopped cutting my arm for 17 whole weeks and i was sooo proud of this but something got to me and i started again. The fact of starting again made me feel angry and upset. I jhave stopped again for 2wweks today. WELL PROUD!

Im sorry about the way everything on this is mixed up but i am going to vbe adding to the blog things that i feel about writing at the time because it can be really hard at times.

Well I thought that I would start from the biginning so...... I was born in 1990 in Berlin in Germany. My dad was in the army so he was posted there when my mum was heavly pregnant so not long after I was born! 3 days late! With leaving Berlin when I was 2 I cant remember much!

When we moved to England we were living in a place called "White Shops" (you would only know were this was if you lived in the area) its near Hispwell and we lived there for about 6months. Not long after living here we (me, my mum, and my dad) moved to Northern Ireland at the point the troubles were still a big problem.

We then moved into a house in Lisburn (which when we moved there was a small city and is now a city) near the army barricks as my dad was still in the army. We has lived in the army barricks but I have no memory of this!

The house that we moved into was to me a mansion. It had 3bedrooms (possible 4), 2 bathrooms, 1 large kitchen, 1large dinning room, 2 living rooms, a games room (that was mine!) and 2 large gardens (1 at the frony and 2 at the back). Very quickly after moving here i had made lots of friends and had started going to school at Killowen Primary.

This is the School Badge!

Even though I have only been alive for 14 years and for alot of people that isnt long but in those 14 years alot has happened in my life! 99% of them have been bad but I have got through the bad times until today! There have been times that I have been so close to ending it! But as you can hear im still here live and kicking (its the 21st April 2005)!!

For a long time I have thought about doing this but havnt got round to it until today! So here it is and no that im here to publish it I dont no what to write! I suppose its a good idea to start from the biginning!

Here we go.......